Hi, I’m just me.

A struggling person, trying to find peace and moments of happiness while walking in my trauma, enjoying the beauty of life, the lessons of pain and finding the path to resilience…oh and walking the distance with my dogs. My only family who have never flinched in the face of my struggle. I know they have souls because they have helped me find mine.

Shadows: The darker, reflective side of life—the struggles, the hidden pain, and the lingering effects of trauma.

Sparks: The moments of resilience, hope, and the drive to keep moving forward despite the darkness.

MY NEW HOME

For a place filled with

so much love and care

and compassion and warmth

It’s like walking

through a campfire

and standing in the middle

under the wood

placed like a teepee

at what is supposed to be

the hottest point

but there is no fire there.

Cold

with smoke and sparks

rising above

fooling the birds flying overhead

thinking that it’s the warmest

most lovely fire they’ve ever seen

not seeing under the wood

where nothing is below

but soot and ashes

and you watch

the warm flames dance

in a circle

around you